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While scrolling back this site, i notice almost all of my post about happy moment in my life. Why dont i put those sad tearful story here?

I dont know why i feel so sad and happy at the same time. I dont know why sometimes my tears just about to burst.  I hate all those mixed feeling. Sometimes i think im not really sane. Not sometimes. Most of the time maybe.

Anyway now my keyword is whatever or i dont care.

But deep down in my heart, it hurt.

Last night i was incharge ward and RZ. With supercool Dr amalina. I just clerked 2 cases last night. 1 DF with plasma leakage. Hct keep increasing. But fluid accumulate make ascites and pleural effusion. Very young. 50+ with no comorbid. Sad to see her relative reaction.

Apo 2ry to accelerated hpt due to missed medication n non compliance to ROF.